Grandmother, Ting Ting miss u so much!

I don't know want to write what now..>=<
just want to update my blog..
me...blur??
haha...maybe this word quite suitable for me...



My grandmother (阿嬤)
She drew her last breath last 3 years.
I still miss her sometimes...


I wouldn't forget what she said to my mummy...
"Ting Ting know how to study and take Milo/water for me only, others than that what also don't know..haha!"
She was right!


She can't walked as she had apoplexy about 6 years.
A wheelchair had been used wherever she went.
We visited her if there was holiday at Bedong, Kedah(my grandmother's hometown).
I born at Kampar while my sisters and brothers born at Kedah.


When I was young, I lived at there.
She adored me and Kei so much, take care of us and accompany us all the time.
She fetch 2 of us went the kindergarten near her house by her bicycle.


However, all things had reached to an end when I was 7 years old.
This is because we moved to my hometown: Mambang Diawan, Perak.
When I was in Standard 3, moved to Kampar.



We love the delicious food there so much like Jawa Mee, Kiu Tiao Tang, Loh Mee, Machi...
A lot of memories of this cute place are always in my heart.



Although she was gone, I wouldn't erase all about her in my memory.
She stays in my heart, in my mind and soul!

Tomorrow会更好，更美的！

目前，我的助听器只是在上课或补习时，才搬上用场...
平时并没带助听器...
当然，有时听觉会变差...
每当这些情况出现时，
我就会麻烦对方重复他的对话...
偶尔也会看着对方的嘴唇，猜测他所要给予的信息...





可是今天却显然不同...
食堂Aunty跟我说话...
我听不清楚...
只好微微笑地看着她，我想这也足以代表我的答复吧...
那种感觉难以形容...好像有点酸酸的>=<





谢谢朋友们的关心...
现在的我并不想再回答有关助听器的问题了...
有点累了...





有时宁愿自己是完全听不到的...
试想一想...
没有声音的世界会是怎样的呢？




慧朋和欣跟我说....
你应该往Positive的东西想呀...
对不起...
如今的我做不到了...




可是...
我知道
Tomorrow会更好，更美的！
我知道...
我真的知道...=)

Will My Dream Come True?

✖❤Australia❤✖






Australia Melbourne Sydney

Liew Xin describe Australia as a cute place...haha! XP




I wish to go there study psychology and computer^^
However, my parents do not agree I go there study as the economy is bad now.
Furthermore, study at Singapore also good. So, no need go Australia.
I do not know whether my dream come true one day...




I fell in love with Australia! :)
A nice place with beautiful scenery!
Can imaging my happy feeling if can travel there once.




My imaging to something is very well from day to day~a dreaming girl~yoyo!
Hahaha!

【Try My Best】

Exam is in the corner!!!

A remind to me…
“Hor Soek Ting! You must study hard and concentrate on study!

Can’t play and lazy anymore!”

I said it in my heart many times already.

However, I still haven take any action since now.

Sweat >=<

First exam in Form 4

How the result will be?

Fail? Pass?

I don’t know la…

If failed, nevermine la as it is the first exam in Form 4 mah.

Principal said, we will been changed to another class if cannot score 60 marks and above.

Walao! So hard man!

What I know is “TRY MY BEST!”

I will take duty on Friday for the P.A System for

Kejohanan Olahraga Kinta Selatan at complex there.

This means that I do not go to school on that day.
Yeah! I do not like go to school

although I like study to gain more knowledge

and like to chat with friends there.

Every school day, I just hope the time can run fast...

then I can go back home.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Wai Pong~
u look like weary and fatigued from day to day.
I can know it through ur face.
Haha! I'm so "geng"~yoyo!
You are such an optimistic and sanguine person which I admire most.
Our friendship will last forever just like Sonnet 18..

not for love but is for FRIENDSHIP!
keke:)

Sports Day with Valentine Day

Woke up early in this morning, made a preparation and waited for Liew Xin's father came to fetch me and Yuan Ching went to MDKS's field.
Thanks for the one always be my man-made clock ya~keke^^



We had done a great marching in this sport day!
Thanks for all Leo B.O.D and members!
Love you all so much :)
Although got a little bit not so prefect, we tried to do our best in the marching.
Ex-Leo also promised that they will try to attend our Anniversary.
So happy to hear that.
We will do our best in the Anniversary and hope that do not disappointed you all.
About 12pm, all unit uniform had to make a big square to make sure the discipline of the students. The sunlight was so shines made me feel dizzy.
My leg almost cannot walked at that time.
However, with the word of TOUGH, I did my duty until the end and walked back to my house once the sport day ended.
WEARY!!!




I suggested to celebrate the Valentine Day with my bestie, Wai Pong and Liew Xin.
We did not waited for Wai Pong as she haven finish her duty, she is from Girl Guide.
However, all the cafe, KFC, Pizza Hut were crowded.
So jealous when saw the couplet were celebrating Valentine.
Then, we just walked to a shop and had our lunch.
We saw those bears had been sold when passed the shop named CD Network.
After that, I went back my house.
After baths, I sleep until 6.15pm. So tired man!
Today is Valentine Day but I feel lonely and boring as I do not have boy friend.
So, I spend all the times s on sleeping at my room.
I'm a SLEEPING QUEEN~~~^^
Haha!!!

~Raining~Crying~Wailing~

There will be a sports day on this saturday,14th of February which is Valentine Day!
However, it is not my business la because I'm single...Haha!



Oh My God!
Leo Club is not the uniform unit but need take the flags while marching..sweat>=<
Anyway,we can find some funs in the marching.
Laugh,play,become dark together.
The rehearsal for sports day will be process in today and tomorrow.
Wow! I had been darker than before.
Besides, I'm tired and weary now!




Some unhappy things happened on yesterday and today.
I had been bully and scolded by others!
All of them didn't care my feeling and didn't respect me!
So annoyed about them!!!
I even want to cry but I tried to control my tears and didn't let them dropped down.
Luckily, I had done it successfully.
I was that type of easy to affected by others and crying girl...
I want to be TOUGH!
No more bully and wailing in my life!



Wai Pong, Liew Xin, Chee Kean, Kei, Tim, Jacky and Yau~
Thanks for gave me support^^

Here without you

你想要的 我不明白
明明可以 爱得很自然
两个人世界多简单
就是我爱你 你爱我 不难
你还是 离开
你的决定 与我无关
我能理解 我不会责怪
这是你给我的答案
你要我接受 却还要我等待
等不到一个未来
我不相信爱很难
没有一点温度 残留下来
你失踪的爱 我的幸福跟你离开
谢谢你那么坦白
原来失去以后 比较愉快
不会再伤感
就算爱很难 我也不怕失败
一定有一天 我会比你想象更勇敢
你带走了爱 我在原地不曾离开
谢谢你让我明白
"我学会灿烂
一个人勇敢"


~~~卓文萱 - 一个人勇敢~~~


歌词不错^^



情人节要到了！
祝所有情侣
情人节快乐哟！Happy Valentine's Day!!!



But for me...
Happy Single's Day!!
LOL!!
XD~



Single quite good lar..
enjoy in being a member of single family..yoyo!

Sick

Sick and headache when I woke up in the morning.1 decision had been made which is no need go to school lar..rest at home better. Many times had spent on watching TV drama and online.



At the afternoon, my mummy fetch me went to Ipoh Specialist Hospital (many people called it as大白鲨 because the expenses are quite expensive). Consultation for my hearing aids had been done. If do not have any problem, the next consultation is after 3 months.



There was a traffic jam when we passed by the building of UMNO because a meeting for politicians held at there. My mum and I had a little bit confuses of the hospital although we went there many times before. Maybe it is because our memory were not so good lar..



When I finish consultation, we went to the car park by lift. At there, a uncle and his wife were talking something about the hospital. They were so good person. The uncle gave us went out the lift first and I still remember what he said to us:”Lady first”, he was so gentleman. After that, we went Jaya Jusco to buy some clothes for my daddy and sister.



Headache made me cannot pay attention on Chemistry’s tuition just now. Ms Tang ask me answered a question but I had disappointed her. I gave the wrong answer for the same question many times. I felt so sorry about it. But I had learned a lot from the tuition. Chemistry’s Chapter 2 was not so difficult la! I wish to gain more knowledge^^



I do not know how to eat pill when sick. Luckily, I learned the way to eat and accept it when I was in Form 1. If not, I sure will suffer when fall in sick. I have to eat medicine now. So scare when saw medicine. But I cannot run out from it. ><>Go Go Go! Hope I can get well soon.

Add Maths love me please

My eyes getting tired now >=<>
There are a lot of uncompleted homework on the table.
I'm thinking how to complete them especially Additional Maths
Too hard man!



I had my lunch at 3.30pm today.
Straight away went English’s tuition at 2pm after school.
Did not eat anything also.
Maybe this cause me cannot hear clearly what Mrs. Wong said.
I even asked Mrs. Wong whether how to write the word “Invitation”.
I’m so stupid and blur la!



Add Maths~
Add Maths~
love me please!
I need your love because I do not want fail in exam.
Who can teach me Add Maths???



My English teacher,Ms Choon taught us cannot be SELFISH !
I do not want be selfish anymore!
SELFISH...Bye bye lu...haha!

Ok la! Have to make a stop here^^



***Ting, Gambateh! 日子难过，更要笑着过！哈哈呵呵咔咔哟哟~~~***

A raining day

A raining day…



I sit for the piano theory paper of grade 5 (year 2003) at my tuition teacher, ice sister’s house today. Walao! I was very nervous when enter her house as I failed many times in the theory papers ><



After that, I cycled back to home with 2 of my sister, soek kei and yuan ching. I had my lunch quickly then walked to Malays tuition’s teacher, Mrs.Wong’s house. It was quite far from my house and it was raining at that time, so a little bit suffer for me to go there. I felt lonely and scared when I walked to there. I took my hand phone and saw a message from Xin. She said there was no tuition today. Oh My God! I almost reached Mrs.Wong’s house that time.What can I do? I walked back to my house. I scared will be rob by others so I walked very fast. I saw Chee Kean when I reached a shop. He gave me the angpau who yuan ching was leave it at my ice sister’s house. Thanks ya!



I had flu since Tuesday. Hope that I can get well soon. I do not like go to school because my school life, homeworks and tuitions make me feel like very tired and stress. I even felt sleepy when teacher was teaching. Principal and those disciplined teacher always caught girl’s hair and pinafore while seldom caught boys. It’s very unfair for us!



It’s until here today. I want sleep now as need wake up early in the morning tomorrow.


Good night!