Heart bleeding....

--->~喜歡是憑感覺的，但愛是要承諾的~<---

最近我想了很多

也许在你心中并没有我的存在

我的出现对你来说 并没什么

你的心

几乎 没有

可以让我占据的空间

我不会再期待 再幻想了

一切都结束了

你还是你

而我 也该尝试

没有你陪伴的生活

尝试隐瞒一切

但 我做不到

我从几时开始 变得那么懦弱了

我是不是该学会放弃？

眼泪掉了下来

是不是代表着我在伤害着自己

最近很烦

难以控制脾气

为了一点小事 就跟朋友吵

昨天 有个朋友说我懒

他还说 他是不会跟一个懒的人说话的

他根本不清楚我所做的事

这番话已严重的伤害了我

我不想伤害任何朋友

我知道你们对我好 我真的知道的

可是可不可以 拜托你们

不要对我那么好

因为 换来的会是对你们的伤害

未来的路 我自己一个人走 一个人就好

Guitar Prince

I was so boring and nothing to do at that time...

Then I made up my mind to edit this photo..

yoyo!

Any comment about this photo?

hehe...

I wore Leo Club's full u went to school today

This is because we needed to take photo for the school magazine.
Hmm...

My feeling neither happy nor sad...

Lee Mun Hong said he became taller than last time...

But me still..haiz..

We always joked together...

So whatever he said I won't get angry..

Haha!

This is our style =D

Although I was the AJK

(Representative of Form 3) of Malay Society

I didn't took photo with them

They didn't inform me and I don't know about this..

My mood was so......TT

I told myself, "It's ok la! Next year take also ok de"

Then I try to get myself happy...

Leo's stuff

I FINISH MY MAAR1, PAR & NEWSLETTER!!!
YaHoo..!!


My president, Mun Yee helped me to make the newsletter looked nicely
She made it until 3am+ yesterday...
Thanks very much!

As a conclusion..
I can complete it well without the help of my assistant secretary
Give me a clap
piak piak~=]

Just attended St John's Anniversary of my school...
The sketch who performanced by the Form 5's St John members was so funny XD
Lok Yee performanced her character well....haha..

About our Leo Anniversary
It is on next saturday...
Nervous about whether we can do it well
I don't want let others dissapointed...
All Oc....gambateh!
Go go go ^^

Choose wisely in our life

Just wake up since I already slept for 1 hour....
The time is 6.40pm now...
I seldom take nap on the afternoon or evening...
WEAVY today...



Felt slightly fever when I woke up in this morning...
Headache some more...
That why I can't get myself fully in mind when the teacher was teaching...



I had to complete my report and newsletter by tomorrow...
My assistant, her like don't know what I am going to do...
Everytime I talk about the stuff of Leo Club to her,

she act like not her business...
So how am I going to ask for her help?
I got a bit cant 'tahan' already...



Biologi
so deep for me...
I'm thinking to take tuition
When I was discussing with Ah Qian, 1 of my good friend
He said to me that I was very tired already,

why want to take tuition somemore?
This type of words look similar, ya...
"He" said to me before...hehe...

~The Road Not Taken~
A poem in Form 4...
I learned from it!
We must be clever when choosing our way to achieve our goal.
The way we choose will affected our life.
We cannot turn back or use another way when we find that the way we choose is wrong.


在人生中，我们必须做出对的选择！

Happy is most important!

Erm...
I don't know how to start my blog today...>=<


Still have
1 weeks to complete my Leo newsletter and reports...
2 weeks 38th Anniversary of Leo Club of Pei Yuan...
4 weeks Mid Year Examination...


I'm trying to achieve my goal...
but can I?


Pain in few days, finally my stomachache recover...yoohoo!!
Thanks for concern of my friend...^^
She is going to have a check from doctor in KL today.
Hope everything will be well and a very good wish for her

两个人
也许只要在一起
就可以很快乐
快乐
比什么都重要
是的

有时
快乐地在一起
比爱
更重要

Share^^

Still stomachache >.<
When I walked also felt pain...haiz!


Congratulations to St.John won champion for both boy and girl team, the best commander for Scout and 1st runner up for Girl Guide! Tomorrow is Cadet Polis's turn..Kei, gambateh ya!


My bestie had been chosed to be the Pengerusi fiscal year 2009/2010 in Girl Guide.
She is a clever, friendly, kind and hardworking girl.
She always care for me...
When she knew I was fell sick in stomachache yesterday, she quite worry about me...
and I just gave her support and told her don't be so nervous about marching competition, just try your best and concentrate during marching. Finally, she success! yeah=D

Wai Pong yo~
Wai Pong yo~
Wai Pong yoyoyo~^^


I don't know what happen to her.
When I told her that I stomachache, she just said to me "If I'm celestial, then what I say is useful and can make ur stomach be better."
This kind of words had frightened me >.<


Ujian Lisan today. Before my turn, I was so scared. Keen Hoe who sit adjacent to me gave me encouragement. Ke Zheng, Wei Xian and Kah Loong them also shake hand with me and praised me. I was so happy as I done it successfully! XD



Mum, I love you!
I received a message from my mum yesterday. She went out that time. She asked me whether still pain or not. And today she took out a bowl of soup for me and also remind me eat medicine. Thanks you!


Daddy work at Sarawak now. He made a call to us yesterday and I chat with him for a few minutes. I so miss him right now. Maybe we will go to Pulau Redang on 31st of May until 2nd of June. Daddy would like to accompany us in this trip also. Hehe ^^

A chance

Pain pain pain!!! Argh~~~
My stomach started pain since Monday. Went to have a check from the doctor and gave me medicine. Quite bitter >.<>




I'm giving myself a chance to learn more skills and also gain more knowledges!



Followed Pn Lew and 5 participants went SMK TIWA, Batu Gajah to participate in the Perbahasan. Me and Wai Pong went around the school, we found that the food sold in SMK is cheaper than SMJK. Know what I'm talking about? Hehe~I not so like to eat Malay's food...
I knew the skills when taking part in debate through this chance ^^


There will be a marching competition for St. John Ambulans, Girl Guide and Scout tomorrow. Gambateh and good luck for you all ya =D
Knew the good new from friend that I passed L examination in the CLD Program! Yeah!
Hahaha~XD I'm hesitate either wanna take P or not...


Until here today.
Good luck for me as I'm going to sit for my ujian lisan tomorrow...^^

When I knew you faint again, I shocked at that moment!
My feeling was so complicated. I fear...I scared...I worried...


I walked back home after Malay's tuition and passed by your shop.
From the conversation with your mum, I don't know what can I do for you.


As your friend, I should care you more.
Nevertheless, I didn't...


What can I do for you?
Someone can tell me?
I had no direction and idea now...=(

Karnival Pendidikan Kauseling Kerjaya

Try to take the word Sekolah Berasrama Penuh Integrasi Gopeng in photo, but cant take it...





That our products in 2 days time.
I gained experience through participate in this competition membina media maklumat!




Thanks for Wai Pong helping us in the process making those models.


SMK SERI TEJA
SMK DATO BENDAHARA
SMK YUK KWAN

CHAMPION(if I'm not mistaken)

1st runner-up, SMK ACS KAMPAR
2nd runner-up, SMK TRONOH

Banner drew by Yong Jian, Kah Mun, Sai Mun and Kit Yan

*****************************************************

Yoan, Me, Rachel, Brother...

I like this photo^^


Already 4 days didn't sit in the class. I had missed all the lessons in these 4 days. Many homework haven completed while a lot of activities are going on. I should handle it well. I want to score a good result in the mid-year examination! This is to show to my mummy that I will balance my study and activities well~^^

Success!

Yeah!
Let start my blog with a happy smile today =D


Finally, the friendship between me and her can be remained.
I will keep those unhappy things happened on us as a small stone which try to break up our friendship but unsuccess!

A small talk about my future..
I'm thinking either want to give up going Australia to study Psychology or not
If I go there, I will miss my parents and sisters brothers very much!
They will worry whether I'm in what condition and my safety
Same as I worry about them too!
Furthermore, my parents encouraged me going Singapore more than Australia
Nevertheless, I don't like the situation of Singapore...
I prefer Australia =)
And the economy was not so good nowadays...
That why I'm confuse now...>=<

However after graduate, I will going to study or work... I will leave my family, my friends... Alone in facing any problems with my own affords Independence from now on!

That day, I saw a couple when I was on the way back Kampar.
They so sweet!
A little bit jealous them...
I told myself, I'm not suitable finding a boy friend now...
I must care my studies well!
So that, I can achieve my dream!

Regard Perform Achieve

The same we regard, the different we perform...and finally the success we achieve!

Created by me =]

A lot of activities and competition are carrying on in this busy April.

In 2 days times, I had finished Sivik Project with the powerful ability!

I'm participate in the Karnival Kerjaya on 11th of April.

The big problem is I'm not dare to present the items by using English

with the feeling of scare and nervous.

Nevertheless, I must do my part well as I don't want affect

Rachel, Brother and Ah Yoan who is same group with me.

Mummy scared about my safety when I went

SM Poi Lam's IR Day alone today.

As the promise, I will balance my study and Leo Club well.

I would like to say sorry to mummy about

my bad attitude sometimes.