Friday, 20 November 2009

真的好累

What's a busy week!!
Finally, I had finished Leo Club stuff...phew~~
"It's not easy to be a president, right?", said by Ms Loh when we was viewing the Leo Club fail.
I had present from Tuesday to Friday to settle those stuff.
Finally, it came to the end.
Angry... Sorrow... Tired...
Those are my feeling when I was doing their job.
Why vice president cant help me once?
How can he so lazy and irresponsible?


所付出的
沒人知曉 沒人體會 沒人體諒
我好累 真的好累
撐得好辛苦 撐得我快透不過氣

有幾次好想放手 可是 我做不到


When I was ready to back home yesterday, I saw the name list of students, which is the arrangement of classes next year on the notis board.
My name was in the name list of 5 Sc Oren.
I had expected it thus didn't have much sad feeling about it.
I cant blame anyone.
Because of my laziness, I study Oren.
Because of my poor result, I study in Oren.


However, I felt wanna cry when msn with Isaac and sms with Wai Pong.
Liew Xin also study in Oren next year but she'll sit with Man Yee.
"Nevermine. I still have friends." , I answered her like this.
I felt strange with three of you in library yesterday. I didnt talk much. Choose to be quiet. I was going to Penang tomorrow. Until now, didn't receive any messages from Pong and Xin. I'm feeling blue and feel my world going to pieces. In the end...I'm alone...


Today is the last day I can be together with you all. I'm so appreciated our four years friendship. Just like Brother said: " We are we...neither more nor less...no matter we are here or gone...we are still the one..."

3 comments:

  1. Cheer up lenglui^^ don't be so upset~ I know feel how u feel now~ btw, I agree with u that be a president(for any club especially Leo club) is not easy~ for me, it makes me sacrifice many things, always get trouble and angle and most the time will make me sad~ So, Good Luck for you la ^^

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  2. my dear soek teng~
    i think i understand your feeling right now.
    but, what i want to tell you is
    YOU ARE NOT ALONE
    your friends and families will be your best supporters in your life.
    anyway, don't think negatively~
    i'm sure you can handle it well.
    ga yau!!!!!

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  3. sorry...sorry n sorry...
    4 i din sms u..
    4 i forgt jor u go penang..
    4 any of my fault..in tis 4 years...

    haizz...i oso dun knw wat cn i say nw...juz...wanna let the tears out...
    anyway...i wil stand my ur side always...

    friendship 4ever..

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