R.U.D.E

So sad tonight. Cried again.
Why two of you said the rude word to me???

16th Birthday ^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY



17th of July 2009! My 16th birthday!!
It was an unforgetable birthday for me.

I received birthday messages from my friends. Surprised! I thought they don't know and remember my birthday.

Many friends wished me.
Wai Pong, Xin, Chee Kean, Yang Ern, Isaac, Ke Zheng, Cheow, Yau, Lok Yee, Zuki, Leow, my classmates, Chee Hoe Gor, Jacky, Wai Hong and many more.

Single Life

我因为怕受伤
所以就选择放弃
明明渴望爱情
却不知怎样让你进入我的世界
所以每天的感觉还是孤独的

喜不喜欢 习不习惯 我总是说不出个答案
一个人来 又一个人往
我绝对不逞强


单身是茫然 恋爱也彷徨

That's my decision

True or false?
Anyway~I shouldn't think about it anymore.


He has his own happy life from the start until now. His friends cheer up his life. He smiles happily when be together with his friends.
But with me, I'm sure No!

I'm that 1 make him unhappy
I'm that 1 make him can't concentrate in his study
I'm that 1 make him angry and moody


Ya! I'm not the part of his life. So... I choose to leave him.


从来没想过 不能再和你牵手
委屈时候没有你 陪着我心痛
一切都是我 太过骄纵 以为你会懂
一直忘了说 我有多感动

我知道你还是爱着我
虽然 分开的理由 我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以 即使到最后 还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会 在离开时 闭着眼没有回头
我们都知道彼此心中
其实 这份爱没停过

曾经完整幸福的梦 在脑海里头
我多希望你 还在我左右

答应你 我会好好过
不让 这些眼泪白流

the song we like before...

I knew my words hurted you. sorry! I just hope you can forget me, stop sms me and has a happy life without me. That's all.

Cried

Fever, cough, flu, headache...
SICK again!!!

Cried since Saturday, the day I broke with him
my eyes puffed up on the Sunday's morning
I had to take photo with the Leo's Incoming Boards
quite moody that time and also angry as they did not punctual.
I woke up on 4am then replied his message
shocked that I get the reply from him
cried again and it was raining that time
Perhaps God also knew I was crying


His messages made me cried
Do I still love him? I don't know
" Just take a rest in this relationship "
said by my bestie
Wai Pong and Xin who always stand by my side and support me
I love 2 of you so much!


Cheow, " You should give a chance to him "
Lim, " Don't try to hurt him "
Teacher, " Don't worry! u will find a boy better than him. "
Mun Hong, " Why you break with him? "
Soek Kei, " 3 days later you 2 will be together again "


Thank you for my Gor, Chee Hoe's concern
So happy be ur Mui.


I should not miss him anymore
Just let the time decide everything


Feel sleepy now
maybe cause by the medicines I ate just now


Nite~

Our story ended

远望你渐渐消失的背影

我憔悴的心在淌着泪

爱个人为什么这样辛苦

为何命运偏偏注定让我孤独

我累了 我痛了 我对你的爱已经疲惫了

我哭了 爱过了 心碎了 我被你的爱彻底伤透了

梦醒了 该结束了

A decision

Cried sad sorrow

Tears dropped down

But

From now on

I would not cried for him

our story ended

It's not so easy ]=

Yesterday went for khusus keusahawanan at kompleks rakan muda. Honestly, it was so boring! The most fun part was the game. Hmm~! It just like the Millionaire Chess Game. Firstly, I had to give my "money" to them (Wai Pong, Kin Wei and Chee Kean) because I had enter their land. So unhappy that time la...but I was the one who had many money, houses and land at the end of the game. Lols!


As the president of a club, you must be tough enough to solve all the problems. No such thing like not idea in his/her life. You cannot cry or show ur sadness in front of your members or directors. Maybe you would skip some lessons or tuitions for the club's things. If you too active in the club's activities, you cannot concentrate in ur study. Hence, your study have been affected.

Do you agree?


It's not an easy job to be a good president. Hopefully I can cope it well. Remember be serious during the meeting and respect me as I'm delivering the important messages to you. I have no patience to repeat what I had been said.


Friends...
Please don't talk roughly to me
I will think that you are scolding at me.
Please don't dislike me.
If I did anything wrong on you, just tell me and I could correct it.
Please don't leave me alone.
Listen to me when I'm sharing my story to you.
I need ur support in my life.

Can you?